When I was a teenager, in English class, we were discussing
EM Forster’s classic novel Maurice, published in 1913, about the journey of a
young gay man to find love in repressive Edwardian society.
Then our teacher dropped (to my mind at least) a bombshell.
“You realise that the law prevents me from saying anything positive about
homosexuality,” she told us, her hands picking anxiously at the bobbles on her grey
fluffy cardigan. “I’m not allowed to tell you that it’s OK.”
When I was growing up, I hadn’t even heard of the word LGBT
– I doubt it had even been invented. I remember as a child asking my mother;
“Mummy, why can’t two ladies get married?” – to be honest, the context escapes
me – and being told “because it’s against the law.” Later on, when I became a
teenager and started to identify as the “B” in “LGBT” I started to look around
for representation in the books I was reading. And very little there was too.
OK, I was at school in North Wales and it was right at the end of the bad old
Eighties – Margaret Thatcher was on the way out, but Section 28 of the Local
Government Act (which prohibited “the promotion of homosexuality as a pretend family
relationship”) was still in.
Now as it happened, Section 28 never applied directly to
schools, only to local authorities, and many teachers such as ours were
confused about what they could or couldn’t say. But such was the media blackout
in those days, that any information seemed to be confined to the bad-news pages
of the newspapers (hey, this was pre-Internet! Dark Ages!) such as (rather
plentiful) stories of LGBT people being beaten up and murdered.
However, somewhat to my surprise, a few LGBT-themed teen
books suddenly crept into our school library. I came across them by accident –
God knows how they got in there, either a forward-thinking teacher had ordered
them (the same English teacher perhaps? We’ll never know!) or they’d just
slipped in as an oversight. Anyhow, I quickly squirreled them away, and read
them from cover to cover. My favourite was The Other Side Of The Fence (1986) by Jean
Ure, about a friendship between young runaway Bonnie and posh Richard, a gay teenager who has been thrown
out of his house by his homophobic father and their journey to find somewhere
to live together.
The second was Dance On My Grave (1982) by Aidan Chambers, about Hal’s search for “a friend”, where sex was rather euphemistically
referred to as “giving him a present from Southend.” (Yup). The title of the
third escapes me now (and even asking around on the Internet hasn’t yielded any
fruit, hit me up on Twitter though if this sounds familiar) – was about a teen
lesbian couple who had to break up because one of them was raped (the causation
between being raped and having to break up with your partner was taken as so
evident as to not warrant any explanation in the book).
So there were characters like me in books then!
Unfortunately, with life mirroring art, the situations encountered by
characters were often rather upsetting or depressing. Despite the relative doom
and gloom though, these finds were somewhat exhilarating – contraband!
forbidden fruit! – and I’ll be honest – the idea of possessing something
AGAINST THE LAW was kinda exciting. I searched around in community centres and
classified ads at the back of magazines and found a whole new hidden world, of
photocopied flyers to club nights and books of hand-drawn cartoons. I also came
across Jeanette Winterson’s Oranges Are Not The Only Fruit which again started
with a bleak picture of the journey of a working-class girl but slowly
blossomed into hope. Despite my differences, I still came from a middle-class,
arty family where tolerance was the norm, and reading about the hardships other
people in different situations had to bear was enlightening.
For this article, asking around my peers who grew up the
same time as me for other LGBT-themed books of our schooldays bore little
fruit. Many didn’t come across anything at all until their early twenties when
they discovered Tennessee Williams and Oscar Wilde. “There was none o’ that
round Dorset way!” quipped Matt, a friend from the days of our university
GaySoc (well, it was the Nineties.) “There’s no queers up north, y’ know!”
replied playwright Leon Fleming. “I didn't read any LGBT fiction growing up at
all. I don't think I ever saw any. It’s unlikely there would have been any
around in school or the local library to just accidently drop on anyway, and
with no internet then (I feel really old now) searching for such things without
giving myself away would have been impossible as well.”
Others managed a couple of
suggestions from more recent years – actor Jack Holden mentioned Hero by Perry More, a fantasy story about
a teenage superhero, and writer Paul Hewitt found a parallel in the inequality
and social discrimination referenced throughout the Harry Potter series: “Whether it be Muggle hating, disrespect of
muggle-borns, societal acceptance of half humans or the treatment of non-human
magical creatures, hopefully the generations after me that have loved those
characters and stories will learn something about equality and community, too.”
These days of course, years after Section 28 was repealed
and with the introduction of equal marriage, British society has become far more
accepting of LGBT families. A brief search on Google reveals hundreds of
strings of “LGBT books for children” and “LGBT Youth Fiction.” Parent friends,
both gay and straight, reeled off lists of LGBT-friendly children’s stories –
among them King and King, by Linda de Haan and Stern Nijland, about a prince
whose parents want him to marry. They bring him princess after princess, but he
eventually falls for the brother of the last princess.
For young adults, there’s countless options – amongst which
only a few are Boys Don’t Cry by Malorie Blackman which features homophobia, Luna
by Julie Anne Peters about a girl whose sibling is a closeted trans girl,
Beautiful Music For Ugly Children about transgender teens by Kirstin Cronn-Mills
and virtually everything by David Levithan (start with Boy Meets Boy if you
haven’t already). Don't shoot me if I haven't included your favourite - you can add it in the comments section.
Forster’s dedication in the
frontispiece of Maurice, over a hundred years ago – “To a happier year” – has finally come
true. The question I asked as a child to my mother – “Why can’t two ladies get
married?” will never have to be asked – or answered – again.
7 comments:
I find this story very interesting, i grew up in very repressive society and there was nothing for anyone who would go outside the norm, when i came to university i found many more things that totally blew my mind, among them the armisted maupin tales of the city, which is for older ppl but very good, most american stories, i didn't read any of the ones here, but i will go and read them now!
Ha ha I always love your posts Tess, they are so funny! "No queers up north!" I grew up in Edinburgh and nobody every talked about that kind of thing, thank you very much! All the examples you list here are very eye-opening, I never saw anything like that in the 80s either. I suspect that actually lots of people never got to see books like these. Having said that, I haven't seen many these days at my local library either, but its great to know they are out there.
Great post. In 2011 nobody would buy my LGBT story because 'gay is too niche; it's not very marketable'. As a teen, even though I wasn't gay, I was very questioning, and loved books like 'Hey Dollface' and 'Annie On My Mind', but they weren't easy to find in Belfast.
I recommend F2M: The Boy Within by Hazel Edwards and Ryan Kennedy, a novel about transitioning from female to male. It's not a woe-is-me-everybody-is-persecuting-me book at all. The girl/boy is a member of an all-girl punk rock band and having to tell not only the family but the band that she is going to be a he. And then research it all on line. And meet some fascinating characters in the transgender community, including a couple of which the husband used to be a woman and the wife used to be a man. It's enjoyable and as much about the music as the trans issue.
David Levithan is great. Have you read Every Day, in which the protagonist is neither male nor female but occupies a different body each day? Amazing!
Thanks so much for all your comments and suggestions, everyone! Great tip Sue, I haven't read The Boy Within but will check it out. Yes, Every Day is amazing - really shows how bodies "don't matter" when love is involved. And I've heard of Hey Dollface but never read it - though at one point I did read all of Tales of the City too!
Actually, Sheena, I'm still stunned about the "gay is not marketable" response even in 2011 - publishers are so weasely sometimes!
I remember Tunes For A Small Harmonica by Barbara Wersba - a brilliant YA comedy about a teenage girl living in New York who was definitely very confused about her identity...I feel there must have been others but I can't think of them.
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